The Battle with-in

The life I lead is a very, more or less, basic kind of way of living. The many tragedies I have came upon, have been a mere learning experience for my future. The obstacles I have been faced with I have managed to overcome daily. The optional life I may lead isn't as it seems. Although I do have plans I am faced more with the morality of the duties I have bestowed upon myself. Self righteous would be one way to describe me. Ignoring my feelings and going with better judgement impowers me to think with my mind. Strong-willed helps me see the right path for which doomed to travel. Fate has a way of working its self out. Or so it is believed to be said.

Lady Guinevere:Malagant

The one person strained in a jealous rage to gain power and me. I can only describe him as an evil coldhearted person blinded by greed. Malagant has attempted more than once to capture me. He hopes to gain the kingdom in which King Arthur and I are residing. The first attempt to ambush me was spoiled by Lancelot. Then again that didn’t really relay his efforts towards me. He still attempted once again, successfully this time. The only one who is really of his concern is himself. He only cares about his own well being, the care for someone else is far from his thoughts. Prince Malagant is set on controlling the kingdom ruled by King Arthur of Camelot. All these with total disregard of the ones he’s causing harm too. He is not of my concern at the least bit. We will not be together. He will not rule the kingdom despite his efforts to do so. Greed and power surrounds our society. But not every one succeeds at grasping what they hope to do so in the end. Only the best or the strongest survive. Who that exactly is will work its self out. The future is yet to come. Our kingdom will be protected.

Lady Guinevere:Lancelot

Lancelot....a survivor he puts people before himself. In a society where power or greed for things determines who or what you will become, there’s him, completely selfless. He is the one confusion in my life. Faced with diversity and of what everyone else expects of you. I’m not sure if I love him as much as I fear I do. What we shared may be bigger than what I’m making it to be. But I have a plan, although I’m lost as to where he is in my life. King Arthur is whom I’m going to marry regardless as to what Lancelot or I feel. There is a possibility of me being particularly happy, but I’ve already pledged myself. I cannot hurt him. I will not turn back on the decisions I’ve made. He has proven himself worthy. Sure he sacrificed himself to risk saving my life, and sure I do feel a certain attraction towards him, but there are some things in this journey I will have to risk being without. Whatever is in the greater good of the kingdom is what matters most. I will do what’s in my power to be done. Marrying King Arthur is what I plan, until my mind tells me otherwise.

Lady Guinevere: King Arthur

Stuck in a time where loyalty is most important than anything, courage proves a true knight, and trust is essential... There’s my life. King Arthur, the man I’m due to marry, is a very loving and compassionate person. I know just one way of loving; a love with my body, heart, and soul. I love King Arthur more than words can say, and to wear the crown would be a great honor. What my heart really wants doesn't particularly matter. Those are the urges that can and will be, if it has to happen, ignored. My fate is only what I make of it. The right choices will be made....if only I knew for sure what they were things would be a lot easier. He knows I care for him. He may not be sure how much but, he knows I truly do. He's starting to wonder if I love Lancelot more than I do him. I can control my pursuits. It still remains I that belongs with him. He is my fate.